i'm not desperate

Dear,
please ignore the topic we've discuss previously..
this is the fact that i'm not too desperate for that..
i really love our relationship and i dont want to miss our sweet memories.

Dear,
i'm scared if i missing u..
i cannot imagine tomorrow if without u..
so now, i'll respect ur decision..
I realize that there is no happy ending in our relationship..
even though the sound like stupid, i will take it as my fate..
don't worry dear, maybe this is my punishment for being u suffer last time...
who knows right?

Well, i'll not discuss about married anymore after this as long as we're happy together..
let it be in my heart and no one knows..

I love u so much..